[talk] embracing my bunnycore destiny

scrubs hands down face... im getting overwhelmed at the drop of a dime today so thats great

posts:
- L2P fri (incl lorcana)
- lorcana tourn (banner made)

- meeting with that marketing dude at some point
- GMing tonight... need to reread something to see when its supposed to happen
- need to remember to ask about the kpop group stuff
- msg abt the ffx deck again
- read the dark droids comics to see if its understandable out of context

- begin fo4 mod installation???
- brixity is out!
- tomorrow... i can buy lets build a zoo + dlc, and the SN event im excited for drops, but also its tournament night...

- at some point i need to take a run at my inbox too
- and figure out an idea my brain likes for a tech character for tuesday... probably need to ask what kinds of tech-only problems so i know what to aim for?

ok... i'm stuck at the same place for both of the posts. which is: putting words together

for starters, i should do one, then the other, even though i have both open in tabs

L2P done thank god

okay... wrote up the description for the lorcana event... i think when i do the post commentary for it, i want to reword things a little bit for quicker reading, but the full event description is fine this way

...i say that, but cant remember what i wanted to say instead. oh well

i'm currently too anxious to cross post to other groups so. gonna leave that alone atm

im gonna go read comics to see if itll help me calm down

comics consumed. as far as work things go, thats taken care of then until the meeting

still dont know how i feel about cross posting, but i did JUST post to those groups yesterday and dont want to spam

mmmf. my anxiety is just constant today

ʀᴜsʟɪᴛ ᴀɴᴛᴀɢ🧨 :

thankfully, the meeting went very very well. this dude seems just so dang nice

and tabletop got cancelled, which is sad bc this adventure is fun and theyre having fun with it, and there are consistency struggles with that group, but also means i dont need to stress about running... lose/win??

i've finally realized that i've been dealing with so much imposter syndrome on top of the other stressors. its nice to put a name to it but also: got dang it