psa: im. just going to do a whole ass plurk and rp detox for the rest of this week starting today. i probably wont respond to much message-wise either. i'm really really sorry. reasons inside, cw: medical talk.

Reason: TLDR - I'm....not okay, emotionally or physically, and the more I struggle against that truth the worse I feel.

I had a big health scare which might be an actually BIGGER health scare, I have like 5 appointments in the next month with specialists and labs and shit to figure it out, i had to completely stop taking all my mental health meds because of a connected issue that i wont get into - like.

take care, sweet friend

I feel physically atrocious. I do not feel fine. I can't breathe or move comfortably and my fingers continue to phase in and out of numb and painful and stiff. The ER literally doesn't care. I called them literally this morning to check if I should come in. I called my doctor. She's doing everything she can as fast as she can.

I hope you get some rest ❤️

hugs hope you'll get it resolved quickly

Please take care of yourself! I hope the doctors can help you.

Yeah, i hope the doctors help. ;;;

please take it as easy as you can.

rp is superfluous

your health is way more important