i have been listening to this for a solid hour and i have not been productive like i had hoped because i am just singing along on loop so i must purge the video from its tab and listen to SOMETHING ELSE
always very funny to me to stew on the fact that I'm younger than my most active of muses and yet i have almost always had more grey hairs than them (i think the only exceptions have been an OC and ford pines? who def have more grey hair)
a little frustrated because i wanted to work on tags before taking a brief nap but i have spent the past 3.5 hours filling with anxiety whenever i look at tags for some reason and on top of that, my dominant arm hurts because improperly healed RSI from 3 years ago is acting up
>puts constantine on just as a different but still familiar media to the rotation vin: i always forget how hot papa midnite is me: i never forget. i am a s i m p vin: as well you should be. look at him. that is a hot hot man
there's more content of midnite from the constantine movie with keanu reeves than there is midnite from the show (and i liked him in the movie too, i know people have mixed feelings about that movie but midnite was great)
you know, sometimes when i feel really insecure about my writing and feeling like it's not good enough to even consider trying to do anything on a professional level... it feels good to be reminded that writing like this exists in hollywood actual screenshot from the prometheus script
over time i've noticed a lot of layers of unspoken boundaries and tiers of online friendship and communication, especially in rp circles, and how people will be put off by people talking with an overly familiar tone when not being very close
and the trouble with that, for me, is that to establish familiarity... you have to talk... and so i end up in this weird state of being like "okay how much is too informal, how much is too familiar, how much is acceptable, how much is appropriately casual, how much is too formal?"
and i have been criticized so often as either being "too much" to the point of people ending friendships or being "too formal" to the point of being intimidating to talk to
this has been haunting me for a while, especially in recent since... idk, i just feel like... i should maybe be talking to people and making rp plans and handwaving things more in 1v1 conversation
i keep getting paralyzed during writing tags over the past week because i'm just... thinking about all this. thinking that i'm taking up too much space
I know I was venting about familiarity and stuff, and I just wanted to stress that you're absolutely excellent. You're a great writer and communicator, and I'm excited to get to know you better!
it's kinda crunchy because of using the sharp filter vs the brush but o well because it's going to be tiny and mostly unnoticeable majority of the time
vin: i always forget how hot papa midnite is
me: i never forget. i am a s i m p
vin: as well you should be. look at him. that is a hot hot man
actual screenshot from the prometheus script
CW ALIEN BUG/SNAKE ATTACK, HORROR
again... i shouldn't be made to feel so insecure about my writing since this is from the final script
also, both snakes, both unhinge their jaws. you didn't need to bring a different snake analogy into the picture
is it illuminating