I think I'm in some kind of big life changes depressive slump.

I'm so tired all the time and just don't have much motivation for stuff.

I mean I did just finish five years of studying and working so I'm trying to be understanding toward myself but it's also annoying because I want to do things but whenever I try to psych myself up for like tagging or whatever I just feel meh

.......... mood tbh

I wish I could take a full summer off but I need to work

At least a few weeks.

I can still take basically all of July off though.

that's something, at least!

hoping that taking off July helps you. that struggle is def a mood, though. Life changes can be exciting, but also...leave this weird void, sometimes. Def be kind to yourself.

It's understandable after how hard you've been working

I feel that. I hope you will get the break you truly deserve, Toss, you have been working so hard!

I wish I could help, but all I can do is offer to start things if you want things, listen if you wanna vent or spam stupid fandom stuff if you'd like.

I was thinking about this more and like, I studied for about the same length of time as you. And when I finished I definitely felt a sense of ... like, o-oh, when it was over

Like this Thing that’s been My Life for five years is now Over

And I have to think about Employment Stuff and not my studies and how much I actually enjoyed them

It was definitely a bummer, for me at least

I mostly feel pretty relieved and excited for the future but it's definitely a whole lot to consider.