[mute - family medical issues and finance concerns]

So, my grandpa has dementia and it’s progressed to the point he no longer remembers who my mom, my sister, or my niece are

He still asks about me though

And I was hoping to get to see him one more time before he can’t remember who I am

But then I found out we’re behind on electric and cable and if they don’t get paid this month they get shut off

So I’m expecting to pay more and I’m not gonna have the money to go up to Kansas to visit my grandpa

*expected

I’ve been pay hundreds extra since DECEMBER

And it’s draining me. I do not make enough to maintain this

I can’t save for a new car, I can’t even save to get minor things on mine fixed

And my registration is up in July

I love my girlfriend but I cannot handle paying for Everything and I’m so mad now