unfortunately, medication interaction Is A Thing and if you went to the hospital for a bad reaction it would be even more expensive, so. no winning there
i hate being weird about food because i like to think i'm not but i'm not as long as i can order something for myself anything less is anxiety inducing GOD
we were supposed to move our cars off the street so they can pave we knew about it for a week i was expecting, like we agreed a week ago, for cars to be shuffled around so i could park in the driveway without blocking anyone in
or idk earlier in the week when we were getting dinner and i specifically typed my order out in a text message exactly how i wanted which was nothing complicated it was just what of the standard options i wanted
and one of the things i asked for was missing outright and it wasn't like "we're treating you" i was paying for it so idk my roommate refused to take the money i sent her, which was fine, but it's like... feeling like an afterthought to people lmao
ok i took a much needed mental health day at work today because like idk the pressure of existence gets to be a lot sometimes when muskrat fucked up the algorithm and my carefully curated twitter feed is not so carefully curated and goddamn i just wanna look at art lmao
i am also mildly behind on work for this reason so i think i am gonna pack my laptop up so i don't make excuses for myself in the morning and go sit at starbucks because i can knock work out super quickly and then i don't have to be stressed out all weekend
i did the thing and got all my work done today i even cracked one of last coding problems i had it's just stupid css bullshit but i can get help with it the actual code itself works
but then he gave me such good feedback!!! because the other day a bunch of people had a question and he was able to just link the docs i wrote and edit in something extra that took 2 seconds instead of waiting for like a big overhaul to get the info in there
i will say the nicest thing anyone has done for me lately was to message me out of the blue to help me get an item in a game i had mentioned i wanted at one point
anyway i should attempt to regain my appetite because this was all over me going out to get dinner and watch more succession which occasionally hits extremely hard but is relatable throughout because my family is also deeply dysfunctional and god the energy is the same sometimes
gonna need to make payment arrangements on that because LOL
stupid
anything less is anxiety inducing GOD
we knew about it for a week
i was expecting, like we agreed a week ago, for cars to be shuffled around so i could park in the driveway without blocking anyone in
my roommate refused to take the money i sent her, which was fine, but it's like... feeling like an afterthought to people lmao
i even cracked one of last coding problems i had
it's just stupid css bullshit but i can get help with it the actual code itself works
force myself to focus
i literally looked at someone and was like "i'm gonna go grab something to eat"