papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:27 AM
i hate that when i'm at work i can have all these ideas about what to write next, but
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:27 AM
the second i have time to write i do literally anything but that
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:27 AM
/mooshes face into the earth
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:28 AM
i wish i could get into the habit of writing every day but it doesn't work
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:28 AM
i have tried
Pen Again
@penbee
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:30 AM
Honestly I feel like by the time I get home from work, work has sucked out all the creativity I think I had while there, so I feel you
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:31 AM
maybe i just needed today to veg out from the week, it was rough (and next week is shaping up to be worse)
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:32 AM
but before work i want to game, after work it's 2 am and i need to try and get my sleep, and on the weekend i usually have a lot of errands to do
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:32 AM
the struggle is real
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 6:47 AM
i think that at least part of it is i'm starting to get scared of Fucking Up My Story and i can chant 'do it scared' all i want i'm still scared
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 7:33 AM
and then Mishka licked me directly in my ear
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 7:33 AM
that was a new experience
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:41 AM
Writing emotions is even worse than writing normal fic stuff, gah
gᥲtᥱkᥱᥱρᥱr
@warofchange
Sat, May 6, 2023 4:38 PM
can you note take? our brains function best at rest but I'll jot things down in discord until I can make full sentences later, like for rp and stuff
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 5:13 PM
I do try, but I can only do it on my breaks and often by then I've chickened out or the idea I had is gone
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 5:13 PM
Or I spend the whole break reading fanfic
RobotApocalypse
@ninjarobotclone
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:15 PM
i feel this deeply
RobotApocalypse
@ninjarobotclone
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:16 PM
it's because brain is "on" at work and as soon as i come home brain goes "oh thank god i'm exhausted" and turns itself off
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:30 PM
oh man it's exactly that way, isn't it
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:44 PM
well in an attempt to do something i at least fixed a few issues that were bugging me with the chapter and completely rehauled a part where someone was wildly OOC
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:44 PM
so at least that's not nothing
elliǝ
@malyce
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:52 PM
That's not nothing at all - good for you!
elliǝ
@malyce
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:52 PM
I... opened my document.
go me!
papermint tiger
@chocoballs
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:55 PM
Sat, May 6, 2023 8:55 PM
woo!
Pen Again
@penbee
Sat, May 6, 2023 9:47 PM
RobotApocalypse
: that's exactly it
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i think that at least part of it is i'm starting to get scared of Fucking Up My Story and i can chant 'do it scared' all i want i'm still scared