[musing] I think I've figured out one of my "writing issues"

and it's just that it takes me a bit to settle into a focused mindset where I can work

but I'm afraid of "wasting time" so I end up not spending the time I need to really focus on actually trying to focus

I spend it all in a limbo of "but if I do that, I'll be wasting tiiiime..." /procrastinates instead