I see romantic relationships as a way to find a marriage partner, hence I stayed NBSB. I know that I'm not mature enough to commit to a relationship with that in mind. I don't want to waste my time with the wrong person or be the wrong person. As I get older, I realized; I just might be gay.

Nothing wrong with being gay. I wish you happiness, even if it means being single-for-life. Your life, your rules.