I should be sleeping but for some reason I just Can't, I've been laying here for hours at what point do I just go to the livingroom and watch tv and write

We had guests over for most of today and it was fun and all but Stressful

another day I ate like garbagd

garbage

bah

I start full time work monday I can't be doing this

and yet,

fuck it I'm getting up to do some dishes

one person made cupcakes here and dirtied up 500million things

Dishes running, updated my linkedin

I feel fucking terrible

Like all I ate today was a slice of starbucks lemon loaf, a bunch of sweet tea, a frozen coffee, some pasta salad, and some potato salad

Got my phone notes cleared again

my midsection is cramping Awful

Okay, out of steam, going to resume laying down

well, I managed to fall asleep at 5 am