also probably bad idea to toake at night but the beginning of the me being sad is that iws actually practicing jp by tling the newest wizard update, albiet slowly since like . im still learning and double checking everything

but someone else of course did it already faster and probably better maybe, though the other part that makes me feel bad is that im like. why would you make the charcter speak like that. they have completely diffeerent mannerisms

but im like still learning so who knows....but id like to think im not wrong

anyway i should get to bed before i depress mysself even further

guess i got too happy thtat ppl liked what i did before and had to get reminded that someone will always do it faster and better than me

OKAY im going to bed now i swear

shove my face into fanfic about alhaitham probably