back 2 work even tho I don't feel good still :/ counting the hours until I can go home and sleep again tbh

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WOOF my period loves to do this thing on its last day where it will stop bleeding entirely for like 8/12 hours, long enough to make me think it's done, and then

THE ELEVATOR DOORS IN THE SHINING, WITH THE MOST PAINFUL HOURS-LONG CRAMPING

as if the previous 4 days of steady bleeding didn't happen and it suddenly needs to panic and pull the ripcord to emergency eject everything that's left in there at once in the most painful possible way

usually whilst I am at work and do not have the luxury to sit on the toilet naked and crying for 3 hours

thank god I had the foresight to put a pad on this morning

also my major cramps radiate pain from my upper stomach all the way down my torso and thighs to my knees

so even if the ibuprofen kicks in in time (it won't) I'll still be in muscular discomfort, just not active pain

sometimes I forget to breathe and almost pass out :]