Taylor Swift – this is me trying (Official Lyric Vid...

關於這首歌。

I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

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Taylor 說道這首歌是在寫關於有身心症的人們。「他們每天都在努力與自身的黑暗抗衡著，費盡力氣，但不可能有人會在他們身邊拍拍他們的肩膀告訴他們這樣很棒。」

很喜歡幾句歌詞，覺得根本天才
「I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting」
這句彷彿在講曾經健康的自己，現在已無法回到過往，傷痕累累。

「They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential」
因為困住我的其實是我腦中的牢籠，我浪費了時光，浪費了自己的才華。

聽了總是很想哭，一邊佩服她寫詞的功力。