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brainstew
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Some dork was accusing people of "grooming" for talking about kids' horror.
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"Exposing kids to horror is groomy."
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LOL WHAT
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The user who made the take is into soft guro. Huh.
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Buddy, like, not all horror is the kind you're spanking it to.
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The store owner wants to see if we can redeem Jenn.
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Like okay, but also, dude, she's gonna keep stealing.
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wish i could function like a normal person.
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AnythingStarr on Twitter
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Outrageous Fortune - Van and Munter Sliding
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kiwis are insane.
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trying to function and instead i am spiraling
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i just feel like hell
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my grandmother is dying
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i didn't get to spend time with my dad on my birthday
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alan is pissed off at me for asking him to cover for me
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my money has gone to paying off the electrician bill. eli and alan will reimburse me but christ.
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i know i'm being shitty right now. i am.
THE SHUNT
its not shitty to be overwhelmed by like a million things going wrong at once
its not shitty to be overwhelmed by like a million things going wrong at once
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kinda sucks that i'm at the highest possible dose of my psych meds
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because i was "i can get those adjusted!" oh wait
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i developed coping skills but lol death and capitalism ain't letting up.
THE SHUNT
honestly its to a point where i find the future of current psychology just becoming useless. like you can't cope & medicate yourself out of a system that makes you pay just to cope & medicate???
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Also Alan won't tell me if he's pissed at me for real or not right now. He's just saying he's tired.
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He wanted me to take his shifts this week when I already told him I was going up to be with my dad like Tuesday through Friday.
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THE SHUNT
: YEAH LIKE WHAT DO I DO? HOW DO YOU MEDICATE GRIEF AWAY? I KNOW THE STEPS TO COPE BUT LIKE
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GROUNDING AND JOURNALING CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH.
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He's being short with Eli now. Great.
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ELI GAVE HIM THE TV SO HE CAN PLAY HIS HYPERFIXATION, TOO. I AM. MY GOD.
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i know i'm extra on edge right now so i am gonna touch some ice to ground my ass back into a mood that won't result in me being a mega bitch.
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WE ARE OUT OF ICE. HOW.
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...the floor is cold. THAT WORKED.
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at least roast chicken was made.
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rike โจ olivia colman slapped my arm on Twitter
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me, emotionally fucked up, stumbling upon this tweet: hee hee.
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GUESS WHO JUST ATE A MOUTHFUL OF RAW CHICKEN
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eli said things were to temp and the juices were clear.
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but they weren't.
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great now i have to fucking wait and see if i have food poisoning.
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i am just
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man i can't
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eli started crying.
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no one here is okay
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comforted eli and alan.
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at least i stopped alan from eating the undercooked chicken.
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i am just
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BAD DAY
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I CAN'T FUNCTION