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february plans plurk / EVENT'S UP LET"S GOOO
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so i have uh. first two weeks of this month on lock but after than i have no clue where kuja's gonna be because the memshare is very very big & won't know how the game cast is gonna react as a whole until after we've done it
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which is exciting!!!!
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this is the end of the big plans i made when i joined the game that i have been running on til now
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i have smaller things starting to come together; kuja's whole 'become less of a deadbeat dad' arc, the next & final brahne appearance, kuja eventually letting go of her soul and losing the power to trance
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(he will gain this back probably in endgame-ish era trying to protect vivi somehow)
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doing big plots is stressfulbut they're so worth it when it works out
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but the immediate future is an exciting mystery. i know he's going to be despondent after realizing he neither can nor wants to end reality anymore
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墓守 : RIGHT im so like. ahhhughgu. really looking forward to where this is going to go. im fairly certain he's talked with... legit all but one or two characters in the game rn at least once and i think i cemented him really well as a fixture of the town before doing this shakeup
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i was... nervous in a lot of ways about doing a big "LOOK AT ME~~~" thing with my character, but i think i succeeded in writing something people can engage with at their own level
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SO QIQI:
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she's gonna be my character who CAN go on memory trips with other people
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so im gonna hunt for folks to team up with
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bcuz qiqi really would just walk into them.
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i've done a few plots that basically became game events and even when they were light hearted and fun i was like >VIBRATES I HOPE PEOPLE LIKE IT
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RIGHT
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SLAPS UR HANDS i appreciate your setting this up for us and yes what eski said
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god i wanted to like
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do more canon scenes for memories
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and i can for people interesting but putting rhe MAJORITY of his scenes on the open is just like 'i do not want to break my character's ability to socialize' LMAO
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greatest hits:
- war crimes
- kidnapping children
- imperiling teen girls
- sulking about how he didn't get to dump children into lava
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- whatever the fuck he was saying to zidane right after he tranced
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- destroying his homeworld
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- destroying several large cities
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i WAS leaning to 1st battle of the iifa tree though
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saying GO ON AND TRY TO HIT ME standing on dragonback and then heavy breathing over Another dragon making him bleed
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clicking garland off the cliff is a very funny one also
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*kicking
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IM CRYINH
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THIS EVENT POST IS SO SWEET
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WONDERFUL POST CHAOS CATHARSIS
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thoughts now that ive chewed over the game changes a bit
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the town population just went up by 700 + zombies so kuja can't do his little tricks of tracking people from the rooftops anymore....
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NO WAIT
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MORE THAN 700 LMAO THATS JUST THE DEAD
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so
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the town pop just went up by an undisclosed amount that im going to ballpark with 2000 as a low estimate, allowing for 'over half the npcs died before the escape'
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*not over uh. around. around half.
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im tired
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anyway in the grand scheme of a population that's not a lot! but we are def no longer operating on 'town i grew up in' rules
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(i grew up in a 200 person town)
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oh i need to update the points if interest page with the gem c:
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THERE it's updated
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i was thinking of having kuja remember something but im not sure what... if he remembered he hates his tail with where he's gonna be after memoria its gonna be rough
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if he remembers he was made to be a weapon and nothing else its gonna be rough
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i haven't done everything i want to do with him not knowing his purpose yet; i was thinking it'd be cool if he's told what he was for sometime and just says "that's a very easy answer that absolves me of quite a bit of responsibility" because i want to bring out the side of him that's like
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confused and disturbed by himself as a result of the memory loss
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he says 'lives come and go all the time' -- but that world of 'life coming and going' is innately more valuable to him than the dead world he's from. he feels ownership of it, like its his own lil ant farm. he'd never place an ant's life over his own.. and then the austice changes hit
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kuja already KNEW his actions were (are) wrong; offscreen there was a reckoning where his affection bloomed for the world he was meant to murder and it made him into the 'gleeful villain.' he revels in being provocative because if he doesn't make it fun, what is there? he's still got to kill just the same, until he can finally seize control of the situation.
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meanwhile in austice kuja doesn't. know. that killing was part and parcel of his existence.
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he thought he just chose it as a particular means to an end. over and over and over again.
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so im like. idk i think there's a lot i can still do with that, i don't want to resolve that just yet espec when he was a lot going on already this month
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maybe.. i can find some little piece of a memory to give him
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maybe the scene he had with vivi on the tdm...
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tbf i think you can opt out of restoring a memory? i'm considering doing that, idk that i really want to give wave her memories back yet
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yeah kuja's main lost memories are like. very. very significant picks for how he functions and he's emotionally fragile enough rn i don't think its going to put him into a Better place
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(rn as in as of memoria)
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