And now this is the view across the street

Just big big piles of crunched up building

I want to throw matches at it??? Like I wouldn’t but I want to

It is tempting

But probably wouldn’t do much since it’s been so rainy and wet anyway

It’s a weird sort of intrusive thought

Like if I walk around a Bed Bath and Beyond for too long I want to knock over all the shelves of China

*china, the porcelain not the country

feels like the intrusive thought of "wanna break stuff" is pretty common, maybe universal

once a friend and I were dropping off a bunch of my "too-specific-for-apartment-trash" trash like lightbulbs and candles at the recycling depot

and I had a big batch of those Bath and Bodyworks candles to throw out

and we were just giggling like mad filled with pure glee every time there was nice satisfying GLASS SHATTER noise

destruction is satisfying

my guilty pleasure is soft soap cutting videos for this reason. DESTROY. PEEL THE FORBIDDEN PRETTY COLORED POTATO

as long as it's something you have no intention of using again, yes, destruction is very satisfying