like ikr. itz two should be balance, one is rlly goddamn bad but if the other only will lead to selfishness and etc. however maintaining both will lead to nothing also. hmmmm I guess I need to find doors more :\

it's like a boring thing to do if just one. real bad at socializing so haw am I gonna combine it? :\ hm whatever I'm just gonna wait

it'll be a broken promise then