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[Health] cws for long COVID and chronic pain, but my mood is fine otherwise

oh boy I do......not feel well
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so a short preface: I am well aware I'm probably....not okay? so don't be alarmed that I'm making light of it, I know it's serious
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for those who need to catch up-

I have fibro. I may also have POTS but I am figuring that one out.
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I have now had COVID twice. the first time gave me brain fog for weeks, respiratory issues, etc.
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this second time has shattered my equilibrium and bestowed upon me debilitating fatigue.
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I have been using a cane to get around on my commute and at work because.....I don't wanna fall over and take a shelf with me.
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I can't afford to take time off so I've just been - dealing
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I made it through my shift today but I made the mistake of carrying one 40 pound bag of dog food out to someone's car
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I've been dizzy for hours since
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and then after getting home the joints in my legs all want to just. give. when I stand.
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so I was like "okay I will take an Epsom bath"
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took bath, got out
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and now I'm like. sweating and shaking
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a reasonable man would call in to work
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but like
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I have been gaslit by so many jobs for so long that I'm just - it's not THAT bad
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but I guess what I'm asking is, to the outside observer
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if you were struggling to walk, the room has been spinning for, /checks clock , nine hours, and you were fighting emeto

would you call in
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please tell me if I am being unreasonable for trying to proceed as normal
BRUNO PLS
I would, yes
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call in, i mean
vampiricist
It would be totally reasonable to call in
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I would absolutely call in.
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thank you everyone
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alas, I folded to anxiety
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so ill-advised as it is I'm waiting for my shift to begin
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/trudges back in

I got to the point where I was okayish today - but in the last hour or so my heart has started doing. a fluttering thing.
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I have things to do, long covid
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and I have work in the morning
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