Stares into the void. Why am I woken up at 130 w stomach pain and nausea that has not gone away and like I have almost thrown up several times....

Update I have thrown up. Stomach does not feel better.

And I’m like

1. What if Megan doesn’t believe I’m really sick

2. Money

3. Why does my stomach hurt sob

I know my anxiety/stress has always been crohns biggest trigger but come on sob

i texted megan at like 430 to let her know i have been up and sick and i'm trying not to get it together for work but i'm not sure i can

i hate this

I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF TO GET DONE

god my stomach feels so gross u-u

it hurts a bit less and the nausea is manageable

i got some sleep

but urgh

i do not feel well at all

gonna try and drink a protein smoothie to at least "eat" something

bc solids sound like torture atm