I just had an idea that is crazy, not because the idea is crazy but more like "no Kou you are probably never gonna do that, you're crazy for thinking you'll actually do it" which is what if I did finally get a phone/camera clamp for overhead video and I shot videos of me drawing and also did BL reviews of books I own?

I gave up on the phone clamp idea earlier this year when I realized that livestreaming via phone these days is actually too complicated for me to figure out and costs money. but maybe I would be content just shooting videos instead of livestreaming. I'd still love to figure out livestreaming tho. but all this is just for fun, not for work. I don't NEED to

but it does sound kinda fun to do. I think I'm inspired by watching a YouTuber I like do a thorough and explained declutter of her makeup via overhead shot and going over each piece in detail before deciding, and I find it soothing

is this gonna be my next fixation lmao. I thought my next fixation would be sculpting with clay but this is trying to cut the line

I think you should do it! You should always do things for fun =3

shirofuji : I am thinking about it! I have to sleep on it because to pursue this I'd wanna get like this specific fancy clamp for phones that's like more expensive but it looks nice and also I don't wanna buy a clamp from zon, and I care about aesthetics unfortunately, but if I feel like I can justify if I will take the dive

you should totally try it dude!!!

Alula : hehe thanks for the enabling!

I think I'm going to do it for real, but I'm gonna wait until I cross off a bunch of other things I gotta do in my house first cuz I gotta clear all the To Do clutter in my head. Then I can really settle into trying a new thing. SO MUCH TO DO. I got a busted ankle still from an injury a month and a half ago and it's hindered my ability to get shit done

hoping in the new year that my ankle will be healed and I can walk and run and I can do the interior design stuff I wanna do (my current sort-of fixation) so once I feel like I've carried that out with some satisfaction, I can settle into the next thing with a clearer head

meatdisaster : i have been known to enable XD

I SUPPORT THIS IDEA!!

Yeah this is a pretty sick idea

yes doo ittt

thanks guys :')

I really wanna do this too especially with bl/manga I've been reading recently! I would absolutely watch a vid if you put one out