blahhh. wanted to catch up on tags tonight but brain is making modem noises

trying to force the words out is also not helping -.-

no, it rarely does

might just look at pretty things and poke at boards for a bit, see if my brain chills out and/or focus finally appears

so annoying

Hopefully some rest will help! ❤️❤️

a wave of tiredness is trying to creep in right now, but I think that's more to do with me laying down before 9pm the last two nights

altho little things are annoying me so I'm now also trying to ignore the "give up on the night and just go to bed to get it over with" urge

le sigh

.... ugh. mood spiral starting. going to try an ill-advised nap and see if that helps. I don't want to have yet another night wasted because I can't get myself to focus and/or I can't scrape together interest in anything

nap achieved. being wide awake at midnight-thirty probably isn't great but oh well

tomorrow's Fri and I barely had work to do today so I'm sure it'll be fine