[school/venting/bad brain day] Just fyi this is gonna happen a lot for the next three weeks but GOD I don't want to work today

My brain is not cooperating and I keep staring at this chapter I have to edit today and wanting to cry

especially because I'm worn out from cleaning and socializing for the past week or so and Thanksgiving has put my way behind on where I need to be

That one (1) comment I got that was positive was the only positive comment on the last chapter and every negative comment I get wears me down more, grinds me into the ground more

I think I'm gonna just

idk take some time to breathe this morning

maybe do my nails

except none of these nails are speaking to me sigh

Even the nice things I want to do for myself seem like so much effort

All I feel up for is sleeping and maybe poking at tags