guys im so mentally rotten rn i don't even know how to describe it. I'm failing two courses and i should be using this down time to study but I feel frozen with anxiety whenever i so much as open blackboard. im so fucking stupid it's not even funny

last exams there was an error w ppl seeing their test scores so our block representatives had to send them to us manually.. this morning our block rep messaged me to a link w a Google drive of reviewers being like "i think you'd appreciate this" 💀💀💀☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️ like thanks seriously i appreciate it but god this means i had such a bad score she remembered me