Ash!!1
[art] [fuss but not serious] i'm having a CRISIS looking at old art from like 10 years ago and wondering why the fuck i can't replicate this on the computer anymore!!
Ash!!1
(it's because i'm older and more fixated about productivity and also i had way more time back then fresh out of college sob)
Ash!!1
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this is all from 2011! WHAT HAPPENED SELF, YOU USED TO DRAW MORE FREELY
/6ObphpyVlZPELHongl4pzo.jpg 
this is all from 2011! WHAT HAPPENED SELF, YOU USED TO DRAW MORE FREELY
Ash!!1
whups
whups
Ash!!1
this isn't even 'good' but i have no memory of learning how to digitally paint like this.
this isn't even 'good' but i have no memory of learning how to digitally paint like this.
Ash!!1
was this a commission for someone. the fuck was this for
was this a commission for someone. the fuck was this for
Ash!!1
i just need to get back to doodling nonsense and every fandom thing that pops into my head
i just need to get back to doodling nonsense and every fandom thing that pops into my head
Ash!!1
i'm def more confident on paper and i gotta find a way to replicate that on my tablet hff
Ash!!1
what was this tinkerbell and pikachu phase, self
what was this tinkerbell and pikachu phase, self
Ash!!1
mostly i'm fascinated/baffled that 10 years ago i would draw SO MANY LEGS when nowadays i'm like [busts or bust]
Ash!!1
gotta regain the confidence of YOUTH
Ash!!1
drawin pinkie pie in diff styles
drawin pinkie pie in diff styles
Ash!!1
cursed toodle lore, apparently i created her in 2011. she was whiter and had more humany feet, dislike
cursed toodle lore, apparently i created her in 2011. she was whiter and had more humany feet, dislike
Ash!!1
again why the fuck can't i color anymore.
again why the fuck can't i color anymore.
Ash!!1
different toodle styles in 2012
different toodle styles in 2012
Ash!!1
looking back okay yes I HAVE DEF IMPROVED LOTS but current day my confidence is just Not There and I don't push my poses as hard
Ash!!1
gonna start pushing more starting tomorrow when i work on comms 
Ash!!1
NOW I SLEEP but def wanna work on lots of art this weekend, i must
Ash!!1
i will get back to rp soon brain is just like WHY ARE YOU NOT DRAWING, YOU FOOL!!
🎃😈Rubyvania😈🎃
These are all cute and great <3
Ash!!1
thank u friend. i got sucked into looking at old sabra stuff and was like 
REMEMBER HOW GOOD U USED TO BE AT LINEART AND SKETCHES SELF, GET BACK TO IT
REMEMBER HOW GOOD U USED TO BE AT LINEART AND SKETCHES SELF, GET BACK TO IT
problems georg
digital can be real tough for sketchy feels lbr
illicit sprinkl
these are all SO GOOD. ash art.... good.
problems georg
YESS THIS IS ALL GREAT
Ash!!1
belatedly THANK U FRIENDS i am going to use this to fuel me to draw more 