i feel like my brain has been turning to sludge over the last 3 weeks and i know its hormones but its been a sisyphean task to roll that bolder up the hill every day

and be Normal

that's all. status report

Will you be okay?

i'll be alright!! it's just irritating to me that i've been trying to stay afloat and then my emotions took a nosedive for [checks notes] literally no reason at all

it feels like im baby sitting a tempermental child

"okay, are you done? do you want your juice box now?"

my usual solution is to simply turn to do menial tasks, like shaking keys in front of a baby

so i think the solution is i am going to get a drink and some food and see how i feel after