[mute]

shit sucks for a lot of reasons I don't really want to get into right now, so I'm just sitting here like

"maybe just surviving to tomorrow is enough"

sometimes, it has to be-- and thats okay.

make it till tomorrow and then you'll do it again and again and then one day, you'll realize "oh, shit, i didnt think about surviving for like a whole two weeks and didnt even notice"

that is the plan

I just wish I could accomplish more in the meantime instead of sitting here going [static noises]

hugs lots

ugh yea it sucks and it’s exhausting. but i’m proud of u. hang in there.