i awaken once more

and im still so fucking tired

how are you feeling? i saw you were in the hospital. 8(

mostly tired and both arms are sore (left from iv, right from pressure cuff that went off every 30mins)

luckily no more attack and hoping it stays that way for a bit

Oof, feel better

that's positive despite the sore arms. i'll keep my fingers crossed that things start to look up.

thank you both

i got a drs appointment on tues and well see what they think, maybe get some meds that arent also for allergies and have the sidefx of racing heart

and if course looking at sidefx for various meds and i already got these probs i dont wanna tske a med that also causes the same probs

re: insomnia and shit

i think what the er doc prescribed might actually be better in that regard lmao

on another note, i want a big glass of milk tea but i know if i go it'll make me feel bad because ive had next to no caffeine in the past 2 months (just a couple of half glasses of coke)

aaaaaand i'm getting sleepy already

apparently doing dishes and heating up lunch used up my energy for the day