[tw: suicidal ideation] ...I really need to get a new therapist, but how do I tell them: I was reading a fanfic about Dimitri Fireemblem and went

not the psychosis, or vengeance

the

"how can I possibly burden my loved ones with my wanting to die when they're also experiencing stress?"

I am being called tf out by a fictional character's fictional friends going "that's really bad actually you need help"

if that's an honest question: do they need to know the source of the "I saw myself in a piece of media and was called the fuck out?"

not really I just want to express

the sheer wtf

fair enough

fandom how could you do this to me

I'm being called out by the psychological realism of FIRE EMBLEM

terrible psychological truths can hide in the weirdest places

Me, being suckerpunched by Endwalker while going through grief was

A Time

ShB and EW were coming for me but in different ways

So