pictured here, me talking about my ships

I guess now I'm thinking about Monts introspection at Jigoku

and how she doesnt really trust anyone even after all this time

aw monts

the people who know about some of her weird stuff can be counted on your fingers

Some ship ramble before my soul dies over this project

I think part of what I'm writing w/ monts in regards to relationships and how much she reveals...

It's kind of me going also, "i ain't trauma dumping, but tbf neither would she"

I had a good opportunity to do some fun stuff during blood rain such as having a hallucination of maxim stabbing her, the incident where she fell down the stairs and awakened that monster form

but I was busy that month and I feel it was fine that in the end, I didn't pull that soon

It's funny, there are very much bigger monsters in the game (looking at you Enma serial killers)

but she's very self-conscious of how she's seen even if she acts casual, nbd about it

but she is afraid! of being hated!

sorry I have an hour and a half work left and this project has fucking exhausted me

im done and hopefully my boss doesn't nitpick bc this is overdue as heck