I hate how my brain works. My SL guy didn’t spend time with me yesterday because he was out irl and today he sent a few texts and then took off and I’m feeling totally devastated that he didn’t ask to call me. I didn’t tell him I wanted to talk. I just wanted him to want to. I’m so afraid of hearing “no” from people or any kind of rejection that I don’t ...

ask for what I want. And yeah, it would be nice if he WANTED to without me having to ask but I shouldn’t take it as rejection either.

my brain does this kinda crap too. it sucks