[cw: dead sibling club] waiting for the messages from his friends saying they're thinking of me which, while well meaning, just sort of make today worse

I'd rather just. Idk. Bingewatch food network shows and ignore the existence of today

And then Father's Day will hit, so double whammy

(context: brother died on father's day so we get TWO shit days a year)

I'm so sorry It's so hard, because people think they're being thoughtful, but it just adds to the pile

Exactly that. Like I appreciate good thoughts and wishes but. Nnh.

Yeah. Anniversaries are just the worst with this stuff

I talked to my parents, at least. We all agreed to be kind to ourselves today

Do nice things that make us happy

that's smart. it's a great day to go for some self-care

god I just want to curl up and go to bed rn. I feel like I did as much day as I could.