[weekly misc, includes health chat]

I pulled the trigger yesterday and canceled my trip, which I'm sad about but it was definitely the right decision because eating enough is still an insurmountable obstacle

I can't imagine sitting on an airplane for four hours feeling like this

I'm still taking the time off though so I will get to sleep a lot

I have lost five pounds in the past week, glad I'm seeing my doc tonight

sorry buddy sounds awful.

it's bitter of me but this is one of those things where I can't help but think that if cis men had to put up with this it would be solved by now

or maybe not, idk. I'm not sure yet whether what I'm going through is the normal version or the turbo version, because I'm still able to keep things down but I consume so little that it hardly counts

I've had to reveal the situation to way more people than intended before ever getting an ultrasound because it's just kicking my ass so hard, lol. I had to tell work because I had to take yesterday off after going to the ER

that makes sense, but it blows that you gotta

can't believe you have to throw hands with a fetus

I am losing

gremlin too mighty

trying not to jinx it but I feel almost human today

I just ate four chicken nuggets

I am literally unstoppable

my reward for keeping my body alive is playing the sims until I pass out

suitable.

glad you are consuming nutrition