[mental health/cw: death mention] Guess who's having a terrible day and is tempted to go to bed like, now and fuck up her entire sleep schedule

Therapy was ROUGH. Therapist completely missed the point I was trying to make

And -- ended up doing the exact same thing I was complaining about others doing

(I was upset that my mom made a graduation announcement for me on facebook and in the same post talked about how much she misses my late brother. I said I wanted to have some things just for me and not have my brother intrude on them. Therapist asked me to consider how my brother might have felt if he were here. whAT DID I JUST SAY???)

I'm not getting work done, nothing is grabbing and holding my attention, nothing is cheering me up, why be awake?

Ugh, yeah, that was really shitty of your therapist.

We spent like half the session talking well she was talking I went nonverbal about how things might have looked from his point of view

NOT TO DISCREDIT MY FEELINGS she kept assuring me but what IF

... no, it totally discredited your feelings and imo that'd be a fireable offence but I know how tough it is to find a therapist, let alone a decent one.

I mean, that is more than a few kinds of unprofessional.

You'd think. She'd notice that I'd totally shut down when we went down that path, but

So I'm over today. I'm over trying to make today work

Sounds like she let personal shit get in.

I don't blame you, though. Some days just need to be fired.

It did feel personal

dude that's awful wtf

I'm so sorry, what the fuck

Thank you, lovelies.