stuff I've been feeling better mentally and physically today, so that's a plus.

I've been in a funk for the past few... months? Yeah, months. O.o Just no little interest in things and motivation to do things except for necessities like work. I felt like the Dunkin' Donuts guy in that commercial where he says, "It's time to make the donuts" in this monotonous, drawn out utterance, and I'm all like "Yeah, I feel that."

But tonight is the first night in a long while where I didn't feel all zombie-brained or something.

I mean, I'm still stressed about //motions vaguely around with the hands// but it's not... burning me out so quickly? Not sure how to describe.

In other news my workplace bought a Keurig coffee maker with a reusable cup, so I've been using that to go through all the tea and tisanes/herbals I have. I just finished up my rooibos so I have to figure out where to buy more loose.

I hate when I go shopping and I find a boxed tea with rooibos, but it has other things added to it, and all I want is just a plain rooibos. Why is that so hard to ask for?

Rooibos, please stop playing around with other flavors. You don't need them, you're fine as is.

I've tried loose yerba mate before and... eh.

Eh. Not even like that memed gif lady who's all like EW and then WELL.... and finally NO.

Just.... eh.

Also, I remembered I should try to get more loose chamomile. I don't believe in any sleep properties, I just like the flavor.

TRIVIA TIME: I used to think chamomile was camel meal as a kid, and I thought EWWWW and then wondered how you get tea from a meal made from a camel.

Speaking of getting things wrong, I still think of CBD as Cock and Ball Dorture.

Why I'm still awake is beyond me. Sleeping pattern? Nah, sleeping shambles still.