[Negative Body Image][But Dumb] fffffgggffgg I hate having crosseye so much

if my eye was consistent in wandering then I'd learn to get used to it

but whether it's functional or goes wherever the hell it wants varies literally by hour

so I have some days where I hardly notice it and some days where it's glaringly obvious

it tends to be really bad during the morning too which sucks

I wonder if this is something that has to be fixed with surgery

since it's not just weak nerves, my right eyeball bulges out slightly and is out of alignment with the socket