ok i'm gonna attempt to get really high and do tags thinking that i am very very cool and good at writing instead of psyching myself out

if it doesn't happen i lost to the anxiety but listen we can't all be winners all the time

but you are cool and good at writing

japi verde

I just have to trick my brain into agreeing that I am cool and good

Yes

You're smart so it'll get there

I honestly have been doing a bunch of research and think it's just burnout? Like, my brain gets wrapped up in how good/fast I used to be and it's mad it can't do that anymore which is very silly

AND THEN I TOOK TWO NAPS

But. I tagged prior to nap 1

were they good naps?

Theoretically but since I slept in the hot room as a tropical little bitch, I woke up dizzy with dehydration from nap 2

nooooo boo nap 2

I KNOW RIGHT I am. Still so sleepy as a result too but I gotta have some food and drink