I wonder if I should try to ramble at people in dm more :|a a thing I like about plurk is that I don't feel like ppl are obligated to respond to me and anyone from this vast pool of people can come and choose to engage with whatever words I put down or not at their leisure

but also I cannot actually sustain putting down words with little to no return over and over which is like, why during the mdzs and wizard brainrot phases of my life I had to resort to twitter of all places

AND ALSO WHY RP IS GENERALLY MORE REWARDING TO ME THAN WRITING CUZ I GET RETURN CONSTANTLY, WITH EVERY TAG

writing is extremely creatively fulfilling but SO much work for SO little feedback

any time I make a plurk and it blows up into like a 300+ comment discussion I am truly alive. sometimes people apologize to me for derailing a plurk but please never apologize. it is always exactly what I always wanted

anyway I feel bad when I feel like I'm pressuring people to respond to me but maybe I could use more pressuring people to respond to me in my life. on the other hand sometimes when they don't respond then I feel worse

always feel free to dm me!! i always feels like I'm intruding on you when I do so if you do it back I will feel better gdgbd

twitter is terrible for this complex though because I make tweets and then whether or not anyone will even see it is a WILD ROLL OF THE DICE

but dming people is the devil.

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same feel free to dm me

i would literally pay you to talk to me more in dm

i prefer to do it in group dms because that is just how my brain works but i definitely do just [bust out rambling] and welcome kaz rambling

Feel free to dm me any time o/

i welcome all venues of kaz ramble

RAMBLE TO MEEEEEEEE

I love fic ramble

I ALSO LOVE GROUP CHATS

group chats are probably my happiest medium. I just also feel like I can't talk about like, literally just anything in them

I can't just start talking about Guilty Gear in the middle of the enstars discord server. that would be silly

understandable

I've made a couple attempts to make servers for other things to but Idk how to do it so other people bring things up sometimes too and I feel weird if I'm the only one starting convos ever

THANK U ALL FOR THE DM INVITES ALSO

I WILL KEEP THIS IN MIND.

I've instantly remembered the other problem with dms is that I am bad at carrying on a conversation. this is why group chats are superior I can get someone else to tag in

yes

on a related note to this plurk last year on my birthday I decided I got to talk about whatever I felt like talking about and everyone just had to deal with it. IS THIS THINKING I SHOULD APPLY AT ALL TIMES IN MY LIFE AND NOT JUST ON MY BIRTHDAY? PERHAPS BUT I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO DOING IT AGAIN ON MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR.

soon!!!

soon