its another 5300 ticket night, and im still fighting off fun hypochondra things so like. i am not doing amazing My Dudes

im incredibly sick of this job and im so tired rn

also last 3 days have been freezing so ive literally done nothing either and wasted money on take out b/c what is making my own food when i can just collapse onto myself

i know my therapist said to talk with manager, and ill probalby just complain again tomorrow to her but like. i dont think that would accomplish anything like at most its just gonna be

'well thats just the way it is so suck it up'

god im so tired and i still have some lingering issues with gut so clearly i have like cancer or something but im just!!! going insane!!!

whats funny is that im clinging to this job b/c im like 'oh well i mean i can work from home and at least i have good medical benefits'

none of which ive used b/c im too tired or distracted or adhd or whatever to even try and make an appt

wish i could just become a furry artist and get rich drawing dragons for people

so yyeah if im uh. not talkative thats why lol