I feel like I was hit with a bus suddenly...

I'm not 100% sure this is a mh thing necessarily yet but it's there just in case

Like I just feel really tired for some reason and I don't mean tired tired....

I figured id work on art but it feels like I'm just sort of forcing it now and I'm not getting any enjoyment from it so I stopped...

And then I just randomly thought the other night like "I wish I was close enough to my bf to be able to do hug or cuddle... Go on dates ect.."

Because yeah I'm aware that long distance is hard and sucks sometimes but I want to be able to experience a happy relationship life??

Like I'm not unhappy it with it?? There are things that bother me but nothing like deal breaking

So now I'm sort of sitting here like exhausted randomly and nothing sounds good

Like nothing sounds like fun or something I'd enjoy doing and that sucks because I'm stuck at work for another 5 and a half hours...

I've done all of my tags (aside from a meme that I'm not up to at the moment)

So there's a part of me that's just like... "memes?!" when there's another side of me that says "do not take on more because you can now. The event is coming up soon"

So I'm listening to the logical side so I don't get overwhelmed

But now I'm just bored and don't know what to do

Maybe I'll just watch stuff idk

I hope this passes soon

Thanks me too

It does sound like a mental health thing. So try to just be kind to yourself and take it easy. Long-distance relationships are rough and take a lot of patience and trust and they can be very mentally and emotionally exhausting. It’s fine to not do anything for a day or two. You’ll shake off the blahs eventually, give it time, it won’t last forever.