For today, instead of being direct right here, I'll say that I relate to this song quite a bit:

Poppy - Am I A Girl? (Official Full Stream)

Fluid and non-concrete answers all the way with all of this.

Some people have known about this for a while, but I've been slowly opening up to others about it. Changing pronouns to she/they and really liking the prefix Mys that Utada Hikaru came up with as it's meant to stand for 'mystery'

Like, yes, that's me.

It's also, idk, extra validating that all these singers I've loved and followed when I was younger have been coming out as nonbinary officially to people, or if not nonbinary, nontraditional in other ways

Megumi Ogata being added to the list just... feels good

I don't know how to explain how I feel and how I wish my body was to fit it. Like, sometimes I wish I had everything, or nothing, or the scale of internal and external desires go everywhere

I'm only more recently experimenting with more feminine clothes while feeling comfortable in it. But I also know that I can go completely neutral or even masculine in appearance and no one would blink an eye