sorry about vanishing for two days i've been having one long extended panic attack

the anti-anxiety medication does help, but it also makes me very tired

there's like a period of calm productivity, and then there's a hangover of naptime

fortunately, one of the worst side effects of the anxiety has been sleep deprivation, so this is more what you'd call a benefit, not a drawback

but it does have an effect on my ability to tag, because im too sleepy

so like, on the whole

im doing good

but its never been a good mood for tagging

so i ain't done any

I did not mean to replurk. Glad you're doing a bit better.

my mental health is a shambles and no one respects me, but i am alive, and that's the important detail

Also glad you're doing a bit better.

ahh I hope you are able to relax a little today and it improves