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MY SAD IMEEJI FEELINGS ARE KIND OF TANGENTIAL TO THE TEAMBREAKER TOM THINGS SO I GUESS I WILL MAKE MY OWN PLURK FOR THEM
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but I am deeply sad I can just never imeeji again. I have accepted I need to stop trying and it is primarily just the game is too big and I cannot live
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actually on that note every time reverie adds another team I get nervous but it's probably fine. reverie is a lot more relaxed about [checks notes] basically everything
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but even tho I consider myself by far the least significant mod in the imeeji mod team history including plot/helper mods frankly I'm still like
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I helped make this and it burned me so fucking hard I can never touch it again or the exhaustion will devour me
God of Brats
puts kaz in MY mouth now
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EVEN THOUGH MOST OF THE PROBLEMS THAT MADE THE FIRST IDK SIX-EIGHT MONTHS SO HARD ON ME DON'T EVEN EXIST IN THE GAME ANYMORE
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THINGS GOT SO MUCH BETTER
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EVERY TIME I'VE TRIED AGAIN IT'S GONE SO MUCH BETTER
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UNTIL I JUST CAN'T
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and sometimes it's like oh I went on a trip and lost my momentum and sometimes it's oh I tried to do two at once and overloaded myself but even the attempts that didn't get fucked up by those obvious obstacles I still ended up with my face in the dirt even though nothing went wrong, there was no issue in play, there were no ooc conflicts, I was excited
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but I just could not.
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i've already accepted that i just kind of have this lingering trauma with imeeji
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which like...... isn't the fault of anyone still there
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but it makes me insane
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yeah
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I REALLY HAVE MOSTLY GOTTEN OVER IT NOW
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but not enough to play in it again.
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and I'm glad I feel mostly better and I can reread Ardashir threads again without just feeling miserable and regretful and 'I so badly wish I did x or y'
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but I'm sad.
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kneads aggressively
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I honestly can't even say I miss it anymore but I'm a possessive fuck and it hurts me to give up my claim on it-
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God of Brats
i see
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I WILL continue to remind everyone I see a window of opportunity that fanmail was my idea though.
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flkmsdlkFMLK
God of Brats
thank you for the contribution to the birth of the thing that gave me yasuloki
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thank you I deserve credit for every fanmail in fact
It's Just Deca
fanmail is such a fun concept and you deserve all the credit~
Snowdrops ﾐ☆
fanmail literally helped me crawl out of my art slump for the past few years so thank you
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I'M REALLY GLAD PPL ENJOY ITTTTT
目を閉じたらどう？
FANMAIL GOOD
noah may cry
I loooove fanmail as a concept
Ash!!1
Fanmail is the best rp feature I've seen in years
Celizabeth Hood
I LITERALLY SAID IN A PLURK THAT FANMAIL IS JUST SUCH A GENIUS IDEA and if i could yoink it in a way that makes sense, I would
🐍♥☠️
fanmail is one of the best game mechanics ever
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the fanmail itself is fun and creative and it feels like it fosters an environment where everyone is v. excited about/celebrates each other's characters, which is pretty neat
hold🤝, throw🪨
hold🤝, throw🪨
fanmail good
💕sᴛᴀᴍᴘᴇᴅᴇ💕
agree 100%, fanmail was a masterstroke
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good morning thank u guys
good morning thank u guys
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🐍♥☠️
: I REALLY LIKE THIS ELEMENT ABOUT IT TOOOO
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a funny joke abt fanmail is even though I was the one who suggested it I never quite wrangled playing with it successfully myself LOL but I still got excited for fanmail anyway just cuz it was exciting for everyone and everyone makes so much cool stuff for each other
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just goodfeels and love for each other's rp charas
we have it all
fanmail is great, all hail kaz as the founder of fanmail
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anyway I had technically been a helper mod to a couple games previously but imeeji was my first real modding experience and it was uhhhh a starting point of some kind
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probably too high level for my first proper game mod post. but otoh if it were lower octane maybe I would have petered out and wandered off faster than I did so maybe it was sort of a good thing in a way?