Pumpkinmelon
Going to a hospital because I'm having an even worse mental health crisis than before
ɴɪɢʜ (ᴀɢᴀɪɴ)
good luck :c
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IMWINSLOWLEACH
I hope you're feeling better soon and I will be sending good thoughts
bread singalong
oh geez Victor I'm so sorry
bread singalong
I hope you feel better soon
RIKA! DROP IT!
oh god :^( you're in my thoughts today
Enfys
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so many good vibes, friend. I hope that you're feeling better soon 
Pumpkinmelon
I'm tired of being left alone and panicking and starving myself because I'm so scared of getting sick
miles you ass
<3 i'm so sorry. You're in my thoughts bud
emunah
Oh, friend 
emunah
I hope it's not weird and condescending to tell you I'm really proud of you
emunah
This was a hard, scary, brave step
emunah
And you deserve to feel okay!
Naem
oh geez... you'll be in my thoughts ;;
Pumpkinmelon
They've said that I can go home if I have someone who can stay with me for a bit, but otherwise would like for me to stay so I can be stabilized
Pumpkinmelon
idk if I can get anyone though
Pumpkinmelon
I feel like a child
Loup D'etat
Can your mom come?
Loup D'etat
I know it's a bit of a drive
Pumpkinmelon
I don't want my parents to be part of this
miles you ass
What about roomie?
Pumpkinmelon
he works weekends, 72 hour shifts
ɴɪɢʜ (ᴀɢᴀɪɴ)
I don't think it would hurt to stay. Stabilization is important. :c
Pumpkinmelon
I found a friend who can help
Pumpkinmelon
I'm not at risk of harming myself
Pumpkinmelon
I just need someone there because mostly I'm afraid to be alone
bread singalong
aw dude I am so sorry.....
bread singalong
I'm glad that you found someone to help
Pumpkinmelon
oh cool an ancillary friend is guilt tripping me about not wanting to be in inpatient with no access to anyone I can about, about how I should be asking my parents and I'm just inconveniencing everyone
Pumpkinmelon
care about
miles you ass
immcoming for that person with a bat
Pumpkinmelon
maybe he's right!! but now is not the time!!
Pumpkinmelon
They might be discharging me
emunah
...Jesus christ ancillary friend is being a dickweed
Pumpkinmelon
yeah I told him to fuck off
emunah
Oh no, your pain is inconvenient for others! Boo hoo! It's so hard on them that you're suffering, they're the real victims!!
Pumpkinmelon
I was told I was being discharged two hours ago but the doctor has not come to do so
emunah
GOOD.
emunah
telling him to fuck off, I mean.
Pumpkinmelon
I getcha
emunah
Best of luck otherwise; I'll be thinking of you <3 ;;
Pumpkinmelon
thank you
Pumpkinmelon
they've let me keep my phone since the call so thats nice
emunah
Yes!!
Pumpkinmelon
I am home and safe, with a friend. I got home around 9 I just ate some pasta and went right to bed
Pumpkinmelon
I do in fact have OCD
emunah
Knowing it is really important because the treatment can be much more specific and tailored
emunah
I'm glad you're safe bro 
emunah
and I'm glad you ate!!
emunah
I've struggled with this exact kind of OCD in the past and it's such a pain
emunah
But you know now, and you got help when you needed it
emunah
three platinum star stickers <3
Pumpkinmelon
thank you
thank you
miles you ass
love you buddy
ɴɪɢʜ (ᴀɢᴀɪɴ)
welcome to the ocd crew! it's the worst, but meds and therapy make a huge difference.
Pumpkinmelon
thank y'all
thank y'all
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RIKA! DROP IT!
glad you're home safe! hope you can have a plan going forward now with this info ;;
Pumpkinmelon
yes
mind fantasies
I can relate and I hope you get better soon.
Pumpkinmelon
thank you