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[mh] laughs nervously in possible or pending autistic burnout?
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https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FNHGeGtX0AYxdhc?format=jpg&name=medium
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https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FOIKmC6XMAYUnKw?format=jpg&name=large
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ive done some reading today aaaaaandddd some things are making sense
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i just assumed it was depression shit, and thats probably a contributing factor too, but autistic burnout is a separate entity
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and uhhhhhhhh,
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https://imgs.plurk.com/QBl/A0D/kel13jgolcfXbQIFd2jFgufsHH3_lg.png this shit too
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i havent figured out what i can do about it but this has me like. "o-oh"
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“a syndrome conceptualized as resulting from chronic life stress and a mismatch of expectations and abilities without adequate supports. It is characterized by pervasive, long-term (typically 3+ months) exhaustion, loss of function, and reduced tolerance to stimulus.” It goes beyond tiredness and is different from depression.
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Rather, it is a cumulative experience for autistic people that builds up over time because they have become too taxed to handle the responsibilities or expectations in their lives.
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i am missing this bit: Autistic burnout involves the loss of skills and abilities the person would ordinarily possess. bc i've read about like, a programmer who just. could not code any more
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and i'm having trouble splitting the hair in my difficulties with creativity between regular depression shit and possible/pending autistic burnout
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The person may notice they are starting to feel burnout because they are less capable than usual or they are experiencing more meltdown or shutdown episodes.
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and ive seen multiple descriptions of being "more" autistic, and that honestly is a big checked box
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("more" autistic has always felt weird as a descriptor but thats how it feels? its harder to control the different aspects of autism, from behavioral shit to motor control to stimulus sensitivity)
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(maybe "harder to control" isnt quite it either but. gestures)
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more extensive and useful-looking list for anti-burnout tips
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this research article is majorly eye-opening
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and i appreciate that one acknowledges that "even when we limit our commitments, there will still be times where you have a lot to do" bc the other times ive seen the 'cut back on commitments' advice, it was always just. that. without anything for "and this is what you do when you can't"
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I'm glad I was around to nudge you into this particular research rabbit hole
eggman
hugs...
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this is really relatable honestly, i was feeling really unable to enjoy stuff all of last year
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eggman : god, yeah. i've had some moments like [concerned head raise] when i noticed my special interests sparking literally nothing
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or when they spark only very very briefly
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its such a scary feeling?
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and it makes it so hard to stick to anything
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yeah...
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made me seriously wonder if my depression was relapsing
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right? i just... really assumed this was regular old depression and anxiety
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i need to sit down and make a list of commitments and see what i can cut back on...
eggman
good luck!!
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