lmao brainworms, thanks work

using this plurk to dump bad thoughts here.

fridays are the worst day to work bc I feel like I'm officially over it.

I have a lot of projects to do and after trying to be turbo I'm just whatever man

my management skills have gotten a bit better and I'm better about waking up and going to sleep early

but moving forward with things, my brain is like "but you missed this tiny detail tho"

and i do think the reason this happens is bc my other coworker decides to leave and I dont blame him, my boss tends to latch on/dump work on whoever is the most readily available. and I've been here for basically two years now starting next month...

and even though its fulltime I have to remind myself I am not stuck at this job

I will finish things as best as I can and move on. I'm grateful for what i learned and definitely improved on how i communicate with others, and being able to do non profit work that is related to what I love

BUT, I do think the amount of work and what I'm expected to do is going to like. make me explode again and/or, I manage it but come out of the other side really fucking bitter.