today was a mixed bag of emotions but I feel good about one of the girls who didn't like me in the morning said goodbye to me in the afternoon and she talked to me too so that made me feel good

i feel like i should be looking more for counseling instead of classroom work since i've been having conversations with kids about different things like they'll come up to me to talk about high school or their nails or their hair

one even asked me today if I believed in God that definitely woke me up this morning

i should also see a therapist again cause idk how to tell my coworkers that I'm not used to getting help at work and it's kind of hard for me to accept it