so to start prrrrrobably like a 4? but only because I had my own anxieties of, like, not being the dimitri you wanted to rp w/in noctium more than anything!
Idk every fremblem is like an 8 when we meet bc im anxious about people in big fandoms/casts and noctium was extra intimidating (that's where I first saw you tho we didn't tag there) but actually like... 3 or 4. Irl kink has nothing to do with that assessment tho