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Hello, personal updates within, feel free to mute it could get long
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First off: nothing really bad, just some health probs that have been going on for a bit
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I just want everyone (who is interested) to know where I'm at rather than just keep saying "hi im dying" sporadically
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I have lupus and fibromylagia, both currently untreated due to a conflict with the medicines they prescribed. It's kicking my ass and I'm having a hard time getting back to a doctor about it because of COVID restrictions in the offices
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Additionally, my psych meds are only kind of pulling their weight. I have a lot of depression and anxiety pressing down on me but I'm working hard to overcome it. I just ask for patience while I do so.
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RP wise, I want to join Ryslig next round of apps, and I have some psls going now that I'm excited about
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I'm primarily interested in Mercy, Lillie, Akko, and Irida in rp right now, but open to others ofc
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Energy management is hard and tags will probably be a little slow. I'm sorry, and I wish I could boomerang consistently and cleanly, but I can't, and I have to give myself permission to take a day or two between tag rounds.
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If you're waiting on stuff from me for more than two days or so, you can poke me and I'll prioritize your stuff.
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I've been playing lots of Overwatch and might talk more about that in the future. I'll find an emote so you can mute those plurks if you couldn't care less about my screaming over healing and tanking in a dps focused meta/game
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That's...the majority of what's going on for me right now. It's mostly internal/health struggles that make it hard to be present because I sleep a whole lot.
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My timeline is gonna be a lot of RP, Overwatch, and Guild Wars 2 in the coming months, and I understand if that's not your bag and you wanna dip out.
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I guess that's just what I wanted to communicate: I'm trying, these are my barriers, these are my interests, no hard feelings if you don't want to stick around for this chapter lmao