When my dad got water on his knee and had to get surgery, when they both got mono I even went to school for a couple months here. When my mom was suicidal. When my dad first got sick
I'm also scared because it's so hard balancing exercise. How much is safe to test. I don't want to collapse. Be paralyzed. But if I don't push it by baby steps, I'll study even further backwards.
My body is a prison. I must make the best of it, the best prison I can have, but the rules are not written down, and even trial and error is not always accurate.
Vincent Gogh
: I do have the masks. But I literally can't be at school street house right now and even after mom and robbie go, the rash comes back and as with the semen allergy, it snowballs.
So my arm and feet had a few itchy bumps, but the night we left was the worst and it took me days to detox // going back there myself, my arm got fiercely bad again, Mt elbow turned fucking purple, my knee was bad
Moosey and robbie going back once-- I broke out ONLY from holding robbie . So that was... a big big sign and I had mom wash him etc. So the next time she and robbie went back
Bright side my allergist is also a specialist in cystic fibrosis so he Saud I can take Allegra daily and I'll only be happier so fuck it I'm back on that.
But. I am just. That figures. I kind of am not sure that being allergic to peanuts wouldn't be better than literally allergic to my house????????????????????????????
I have spent at least 100vhours at this towns library and read all their Manga and when I was younger it was where I used to get all my Shakespeare and my grandma was like "really?" Lol
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I am so fucking allergic to the house that even giving robbie a bath before I touched him after they went wasn't 100% enough though....
My congress rep literally scolded my landlord so that's something and they're supposedly air filtering it and
Mt grandparents house has always been here for me at the worst parts of my parents lives lololol
I have spent at least 100vhours at this towns library and read all their Manga and when I was younger it was where I used to get all my Shakespeare and my grandma was like "really?" Lol