sigh helplessness...

I guess when people know more about the world, helplessness just pops up

I am not a "live-in-a-dream-person", but there are always things that blows my mind

but everytime I can only say to myself: this is the world now, and then, and there's nothing you can do, yet

now I understand why people lose faith in religion; do I still believe in god though?

why does this suddenly become religion related X""D

sigh

everyday a and more hugs and a video with jack are the only things that can cheer me up

and maybe a thorki

and a hannor

and a...

smile

love ya all~~~~~~~?